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[12 Sep 2007|09:18pm] |
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I met Sage's owner yesterday.
She was watching me ride. Sage was antsy, and her trot was so fast that I bounced a bit. ugh.
Her canter was okay, but the first time I was on the wrong lead.
EMBARASSING!
We jumped, she knocked one over. We did a lot of circle work and switching leads.
Ugh.
Catherine just sat there...watching me.
After I rode I asked her about biology (she's in vet school), so maybe that will make me okay.
School is SHJKSHJKNREKS.
I hate it when I'm nice to people and invite them places, and then they exclude me. Bitches.
Most of my friends are too busy to hang out with me :/
I'm growing away from my best friends.
WAH WAH WAH.
I am just in a down phase :) it'll be better later.
Friday I am lunching with MK, and then working with Maria on our Latin projecto.
I might see Will sunday. He's been really bitchy. Whines and wants to hang out with me and then, "OHGOSHBUSY."
My friends are lame.
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[24 Aug 2007|10:02pm] |
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So I am not trying in school.
I have A's (B in Math) in my classes. I make some B's on tests and quizzes though.
I am so stressed right now,
I HAVE TO START TRYING.
Ugh.
David makes me feel so fucking stupid.
He whines about not getting 100's. :/
I am retarded.
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[20 May 2007|09:59am] |
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I'm about to kill myself.
I have exams til thursday oh god oh god oh god.
I'll be at the library until it closes bringing a sandwhich and a drink.
Oh jesus :/
I'm studying three subjects.
Latin Science and Religion.
I'm about to have a nervous breakdown
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[16 May 2007|07:30pm] |
me and libby.
it's a bad angle for me, makes me look chubby but ah oh well.
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[13 May 2007|01:43pm] |
How many calories should I be taking in?
Am I normal looking?
Should I throw away my scale?
Here's from food for all of your thoughts.
male chicks (from laying hens) killed per year by suffocation, gas, or grinding in the US: 200million
males chicks used per day for fertilizer, chicken food, and pet food in China: 40,000
US Chickens
broiler chickens that have trouble walking: 90%
chickens still alive at the scald tank: 20%
number of chickens slaughtered, 1969 to 1992: 200% increase
Related Human Issues
estimated US health care costs per year related to excessiver meat consumption: $60-120 billion
children dying of starvation or malnutrition per day, worldwide: more than 33,000
portion of US grain crop fed to animals destined for slaughter: 70%
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[12 May 2007|09:22am] |
I'm going to just stop staying in touch with everyone...you know? Just fuck it. I never get to see anyone and they probably don't think of me as their close friend anymore, and my mom won't let me go anywhere.
So fuck it.
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[04 Apr 2007|03:19pm] |
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fuck im whiney
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[01 Apr 2007|04:17pm] |
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I'm dizzy, but I feel thin, best feeling in the world.
I finishes The Count of Monte Cristo (unabridged) it...is amazing.
It makes me oh so sad too. Edmond does not get back together with Mercedes, their love has evaporated. Other stuff happens that makes me equally sad but elixerated...and then happy.
Kathryn is back in the house.
I don't really care, until she talks.
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[27 Mar 2007|06:42am] |
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well she's going to prom.
and can't choose between ssempa or win.
is it reasonable for me to feel put out?
I'm ridiculous.
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[25 Mar 2007|12:13pm] |
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what if you had a secret
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[20 Mar 2007|06:57pm] |
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I feel like quitting soccer...I really hate it.
I haven't gone to practice at ALL this entire week. I have to go thursday and friday though...wait I have therapy. Bitch pleaaase.
I'm all bland and blah (plus sweaty).
It's like this eating disorder shit is sapping me, but I feel really good. No depression or anything as of late.
There's a dance Saturday!!! I'm super excited. :) I invited Katie yay.
Err...yeah.
Peoplezzz, call me sometime? Maybe I can go out next weekend (not this but the following)
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[16 Mar 2007|06:44pm] |
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if you don't want to hang out with me or like me, just stop fucking leading me on.
thank you very much.
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[14 Mar 2007|06:11pm] |
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Mom doesn't want me to buy
one flew over the cuckoo's nest
Weird huh? Restricting my books...whatever. Horses are good :) some bucking but lately they've been coming along. Yay.
I'm thoroughly satisfied with how I look (finally?). Yay.
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[11 Mar 2007|10:51am] |
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"Oh My Darling"-Madeline Adams |
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Libby and I are going to have a burn picture.
I found negatives of my father, I'm burning journals, and all the stuff he bought me.
It'll be so relieving.
I guess I realize it wasn't my fault. It was his fault. But I still have to deal with it, but it wasn't my fault. He shouldn't have done that shit in the first place.
( Read more... )
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[08 Mar 2007|07:50pm] |
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So coooold here.
I'm 119 now ):
EWWWW.
scratch that, I'm 118 still ew though
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